i'm sorry

Hey
you might read this or might not
it doesn't matter.
All i want you to know is that i never meant what i said the other night.
and yeah you're right i am the piece of disgusting shit right now.
I was high and that is not my excuse.
i should have realize and controlled whatever shit i've said, i regreted it.
I have no intention or whatsoever in hurting you.
All i want for you is just to be happy whatever you're doing.
People make mistakes and it happened to me this time, i hope you can forgive me and not keep it inside you.
It was stupid for me to said so and i blame it all on myself.
I admit i lost my head.
with all those emotions and feelings inside me i didn't mean to lash it out on you, i never wanted to.

All i want is just forgiveness from you and i really hope things would get better.
I don't wanna be awkward in college and i never wanna lose you.
You've been great to me and you make me feel comfortable each time i'm with you.

I'm sorry.