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i don't know.
i don't know what's my decision either to do or not.

its 2.48am now.
i wish i could just talk to someone.
no one on my list.

you've disconnected me and hurt me even more even though we're not together.
i'm dissapointed in your actions.
i am also surprised that you were'nt ashamed to removed and then added me back in.

well, to judge or not to judge.
to assume or not to assume.
intend or unintend.

you will always assume that my negative sides will face you; anger, tease, judge, whatever i say its all negative in ur mind.
You have this negative perception towards me even though i am sincerely talking nicely.

I know i can't change ur thoughts.
So, its pointless to do.

"Lionel, how do you bare with all these sufferings?", he asked.
"When you love someone, you would just put those things behind you and look foward to make her happy", I answered.

My imperfections are perfect, but not all of them are perfect.
I tried.
I have really tried.
I admit its not easy for me to cope during and after.
I still have you inside me, not alot but little sparks would light up a fire.


I love you, i'm just afraid to be with you.

I just wanna spend more time in being myself.

Lifehouse, Everything. Played to me randomly.
=')